mad

when loneliness haunts,
when it comes again n again,
when totally alone,
noone to talk,
nothing to think,
life tends to be in a stage of
total emptiness!!
some said,
its beautiful to be there.
but no,
when i reach there,
when i feel the total eptiness,
i am coming to a state of..
i donno wat it call,
feel like am mad.
when life structs somewhere
where there is no chance of improvement ,
when i felt there in nothing around,
i can feel i am totally alone.
no relation here, there, anywhere.
death is better than this emptiness sometimes.
ya,
am learing to draw sketches in the emptiness.