i feel beauty in untidiness. i understud this when i think abt myself. some of my interests, character, evrythng points to there.
i love the long hair which is not combed. i love to make it free, i do this when am in home. when books are not arranged in any order and spread it all over the room, it looks so great.. try it once,u'll feel it.my table contains all most evrythng i use like books, perfumes, oil, comb, gel, stick, gum etc. everythng is spread all over there. but it looks so good.
am in search of God. i donno frm where i got this interest. i hav read a book of malayalam writer M.Mukundan's 'haridwaril manikal muzhanghunnu'. Its a story based on haridwar. That story gves a special feeling. After reading that i was in a dream of haridwar. from there, i reach the stories of hindu ethics, history of india, then osho, budhism, jainism..after go through all these, i reach to find God.
now i have a great wish to go to haridwar. dhakshan's haridwar. the haridwar which sings skandha purana, pathma purana, siva purana.. the place of manasa devi ,anjana devi and all the goddess of hindu ethics..
i feel like hinduism is not a religion. Its the culture of bharatham.Bharathan's bharatham.