Sunday, December 25, 2011
my colleague told me that when i walk on road, my face explains that i am thinking so deeply. and am just out of mind. yeah true.. i think a loooot, mostly when i walk alone. i told here before that am not am singer, but i love to sing and i do that in mind, i sing a lot, and sometimes i cannot control that interest and then the song will burst out of my mouth.. and the sad part is that, it always happen when am travelling, or walking.. soo sad.. then i'll start think of the people around me, poor people.. hei dont think i sing loudly.. noo. slow.. bt people can understand that my mouth is moving and am not on fone or something.. so they may feel am mad!!
why all this happen in me?.. may be am brought up as a single child.. sometimes, it hurts when my friends talk about their siblings and all that... but the same thing make me happy sometime.. when am home, i get complete attention of my parets, i dont have to share their love, or anythng.. when they bring something home, i dont have to give to anyone. am i being selfish??.. oh God, no.. when am with friends, i love to give them alll that.. but the matter is that noone is demanding me to give this or that..
but girls shouldnt born or brought up lonely.. my life taught me that.. sometimes, the lonely feeling makes me mad...
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
naughty, so loveable.
He was the love of
He always care about
his hair, beard.
new styles, new looks.
he was fantastic.
but last time, when i saw him,
he was laying on a bench,
covered with white clothes.
His head was half damaged,
no new look,
no smile in his lips.
no pain also.
His loved one's told me
with tears ..
look, its not him.
its not him.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
By feeling a very strong love, me and him had planned to get married 3,4 years ago. yeah, that was my teenage. so actually i can understand now what the teenage actually feels. but now, i know that we might have get divorced by now. its not because we dont love, it actually because the lack of time spending together. I know al the facts and situations surrounding us. Because of job, we dont get time as much as we had in our college days. but when the temper is in peak, i really cant remind and understand this. Why why why.????
So i think one should not get married without having a job and without understanding the time which can spend in job days. Understanding matters dude!
There was a time when i had too much stuffs to write. So much bogs, discussions were active at that time. what is happening around me.. may be am getting into myself now. may be others also.
but really missing that days now.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
am just sitting here, watching people outside, getting bored, feeling hungry..
so i thought to do blogging.
opposite to my office, there is a small tea shop. that caught my eye first.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
ya. its good..
i'l tell the recipe.. it tastes so good.
take 7-8 dates, remove its seed and fill there with cashew nut or badam.
take some 2-3 spoons of maida , mix it with water.
put the dates in the maida mix and deep fry it in oil..
the snack is ready..
the dates tastes good after frying it.
no moree news for today.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
Before some days, a point was discussed about behavioural changes in rainy season. I donno how many persons felt that. my friend told me that he have 2 characters, and feel so calm and talk sweet and write a lot in this time. and rest of the time, might not be feeling the same. But i felt its true.
From my observation, i found out a similar behavioural change. Not much behavioural. But somewhat similar to that. i love to write a lot in rainy season. Matter and subject is not at all an important factor in these times. Besides that, i just love to be wrapped by my red blanket and sleep all the day,closing all windows for making a dark in the room. And so, reading will be very less. Since school days, i easily fell asleep if i start reading in night. But that phenomenon was just for study texts. And i dint like to sleep in after noon like all other do. But in rainy season, the cold make me sleep all the day. I know, u may be feeling it usual or my writing as bull shit.!!!
But think, Why is that so?
How a rain can make changes in people?..
Seasons affect people.. mh.. needs a proper research. :)
Monday, July 11, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
i was finding a place to hide,
yeah, from me.
I am enjoying the heavy rain.. where else i can see the most beautiful rain than this. its continuously raining.
and my most beautiful interest it to see the rain, but sometimes, like to be inside home by closing all the doors and windows. but can see the rain through the windows even it is closed. and, reading in that dim light. I donno why i feel to do so.
yeah, its flood over here. almost all over here. so i think, the rain is beautiful only within here. outside, people are struggling. road sides are fully flooding, so its difficult to get out. and i find the something interesting here is that most people hate to get wet in rain.. why?
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
നിന്റെ പ്രണയം നീരാട്ട് നടത്തിയതും
നീ ശപിച്ചിറക്കി വിട്ടതും
രാത്രി ചുവപ്പ് പട്ടില് മൂടിയതും
ഒടുവിലീ മഴ നിന്നെയവഗണിച്ചെന്നെ
. . .
ഈ മഴയ്ക്ക് നമ്മുടെ നിറവുമുണ്ടത്രേ,
നമ്മില് മാറി മാറി നിറയവേ,
ചെമ്പകങ്ങള് പുതിയ നിറം